I miss India, I miss home and above all I miss family. Every passing day, I am becoming a stronger and an independent person. However, the loneliness remains. It remains a deep part of me. It goes when I am with a few people, but it comes back and lingers in a room full of people. The whole room fills up with void. I feel like I belong to no-one and no-one belongs to me. The love of friends and family keeps me sane. However, one question always remains unanswered " Is all this worth it ?".
It's been years and I have not found an answer. Some days there is a affirmative YES and some days it's a big NO. My heart changes like the seasons. The seasons atleast have the joy of knowing that the change is coming.
Loneliness is a battle, which I fight everyday !!!
